As soon as the night hits, it’s the custom to head out and find a spot to kick it. You got the crew, you got the girls, and the drinks never ending. Problems aren’t invited and all the girls excited.
Yet nothing is ever satisfying. You answer the same questions women ask you, you give dap to the same people you grew up with, and you drink just to piss it all out. One of the realest moments is when you find yourself in front of that bathroom mirror, staring at yourself on the ledge of dreams and reality.
The liquor gets to you. It uncovers you, leaving you with no one to hide behind, no ego to defend you, just you confronted with your own image. And you stare into that mirror, and you remember all the shit that you had to go through to get to where you are. And you tear up, not out of sadness, but because life is overwhelming, giving you more than you could ever give back.
And you work harder, forever repaying an endless debt.
-The MuffinMilk Crew
Some days, I really just wanna climb inside a bottle and drown
I’m strangling myself with my over active imagination.